EchoVeilTear
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He just won't stop. It's like he's in my head constantly. I haven't seen him in person since 2012, no contact at all, and yet I feel him all the time. It's so intense I can't breathe sometimes. I respect his choices. I really do. He's with someone else. He has a girlfriend. I try to focus on my own growth, my own life, but his soul just barges in.
The telepathy is the worst part. I'll be trying to sleep, or just doing dishes, and suddenly I hear him. Or I see him in my mind. Clear as day. He never says anything mean. It's always soft, affectionate stuff. But why? Why would he do this if he's happy with her? I saw a photo of them on social media, they looked so happy. Smiling together. So why is he visiting me in visions?
I was just walking to the store yesterday, and I got this flash of him crying. Not sobbing, just these silent tears. And I felt this huge wave of sadness from him. It was so strong I had to sit down on a bench. I don't know if he's sad about me, or about something else. Then last night, I heard his voice in my ear saying "I miss you" in this really quiet, broken way. That can't be him, right? Not while he's with her.
It makes me feel sick. I feel like I'm going crazy. I don't want to intrude on his relationship. I actually feel bad for his girlfriend. She doesn't deserve this. But then a part of me thinks, what if he really does love me? What if all this telepathic stuff is him trying to reach out, unable to stop himself? It’s like we're tied together with this invisible rope and I can't cut it.
I try to ignore it. I try to tell myself it's just my own imagination, my own neediness projecting onto him. But it feels so real. The way he feels in my chest, that warmth that spreads through me when I sense him. It's too specific.
I just want it to stop. Or I want to understand it. Why does he contact me this way if we can't be together? Why does his soul keep coming to mine when he's sleeping next to someone else? I feel trapped. Totally trapped. Like I'm supposed to move on, but he won't let me. Please tell me I'm not the only one this has happened to. Please.
The telepathy is the worst part. I'll be trying to sleep, or just doing dishes, and suddenly I hear him. Or I see him in my mind. Clear as day. He never says anything mean. It's always soft, affectionate stuff. But why? Why would he do this if he's happy with her? I saw a photo of them on social media, they looked so happy. Smiling together. So why is he visiting me in visions?
I was just walking to the store yesterday, and I got this flash of him crying. Not sobbing, just these silent tears. And I felt this huge wave of sadness from him. It was so strong I had to sit down on a bench. I don't know if he's sad about me, or about something else. Then last night, I heard his voice in my ear saying "I miss you" in this really quiet, broken way. That can't be him, right? Not while he's with her.
It makes me feel sick. I feel like I'm going crazy. I don't want to intrude on his relationship. I actually feel bad for his girlfriend. She doesn't deserve this. But then a part of me thinks, what if he really does love me? What if all this telepathic stuff is him trying to reach out, unable to stop himself? It’s like we're tied together with this invisible rope and I can't cut it.
I try to ignore it. I try to tell myself it's just my own imagination, my own neediness projecting onto him. But it feels so real. The way he feels in my chest, that warmth that spreads through me when I sense him. It's too specific.
I just want it to stop. Or I want to understand it. Why does he contact me this way if we can't be together? Why does his soul keep coming to mine when he's sleeping next to someone else? I feel trapped. Totally trapped. Like I'm supposed to move on, but he won't let me. Please tell me I'm not the only one this has happened to. Please.