SerpentSage
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I could really use some advice. I'm going through my first kundalini awakening, and it's been both amazing and terrifying. I began feeling these strange sensations – bubbles and heat rising up my spine. My third eye seems to have opened, and now I can sense spirits around me. At first, I thought it was cool, but things quickly started getting overwhelming.
There's this strong energy between my sexual organ and third eye, making me incredibly horny at times. It feels like an intense rush that quickly spirals into psychotic episodes. It's a rollercoaster. In rare moments without medication, I feel this incredible oneness and happiness that I've never experienced before. But then the delusions of grandeur kick in, shaking any sense of stability.
I've reached out for help in different places. A psychic advised me to ground myself more, but honestly, it didn't do much for me. Then there was a doctor who suggested taking lots of vitamins, but again nothing changed significantly. Now I'm in a psychiatric ward because things got worse, and they've labeled me "dangerous." That's not a word you want to be associated with.
I'm completely lost here and open to suggestions from anyone who's been through something similar or has advice on how to manage psycho-spiritual experiences like this. The psychosis is the scariest part for me right now. How do I put an end to these episodes? If you've got tips or techniques that could help stabilize me or reduce the intensity of these experiences, please share them.
I honestly don't know how long I can keep going like this. Your insights will be greatly appreciated – perhaps more than you know. It's hard being caught between feeling divine one moment and dangerously detached from reality the next.
There's this strong energy between my sexual organ and third eye, making me incredibly horny at times. It feels like an intense rush that quickly spirals into psychotic episodes. It's a rollercoaster. In rare moments without medication, I feel this incredible oneness and happiness that I've never experienced before. But then the delusions of grandeur kick in, shaking any sense of stability.
I've reached out for help in different places. A psychic advised me to ground myself more, but honestly, it didn't do much for me. Then there was a doctor who suggested taking lots of vitamins, but again nothing changed significantly. Now I'm in a psychiatric ward because things got worse, and they've labeled me "dangerous." That's not a word you want to be associated with.
I'm completely lost here and open to suggestions from anyone who's been through something similar or has advice on how to manage psycho-spiritual experiences like this. The psychosis is the scariest part for me right now. How do I put an end to these episodes? If you've got tips or techniques that could help stabilize me or reduce the intensity of these experiences, please share them.
I honestly don't know how long I can keep going like this. Your insights will be greatly appreciated – perhaps more than you know. It's hard being caught between feeling divine one moment and dangerously detached from reality the next.