ObsidianMystic
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I’m a shadow worker and it is beautiful.
People often see light as good and dark as evil, but I’ve come to understand that this isn’t always the case. My journey into shadow work has taught me that darkness can be a place of transformation and healing. It’s where I’ve found parts of myself I once tried to hide, and it’s where I’ve discovered true rebirth.
I remember the first time I truly encountered pure darkness. It wasn’t the absence of light but something deeper, a void that felt alive. It was terrifying at first, but as I surrendered to it, I realized it was purifying. It stripped away everything I thought I knew about myself, leaving me raw and open to change. That experience changed me in ways I’m still uncovering.
My connection to nature and paganism has been a big part of this journey. I’ve learned to see the world differently, to honor the cycles of life and death, and to understand that what’s been labeled as evil by some religions isn’t always what it seems. The symbols and figures we’ve been taught to fear often hold deep truths and power.
Growing up Catholic, I was raised with a certain set of beliefs, but as I grew older, I realized those beliefs no longer fit. I had to let go of the stories I’d been told and find my own truth. It wasn’t easy, but it was liberating. Shadow work has been a big part of that process.
The work itself isn’t always comfortable. It requires sitting with the parts of myself I’ve tried to bury—fears, insecurities, and even traumas. I’ve had to face things about my past, like the pain I carried from my relationship with my mother. She struggled with her own demons, and that affected me in ways I didn’t realize until much later. Meditation and deep introspection have been my tools, helping me confront these wounds and release them.
Forgiveness has been a big part of my healing. It’s not about excusing what happened but about letting go of the hold it had on me. I’ve learned to see my experiences as lessons, not burdens. Understanding this has given me power over the shadows that once controlled me.
I believe that everything we go through is a karmic lesson, meant to help us grow. The pain, the struggles, the darkness—they all serve a purpose. Once I accepted this, I started to see my life differently. The shadows weren’t something to fear but something to learn from.
If you’re on a similar journey, I’m here to support you. Everyone’s path is different, and there’s no one-size-fits-all approach to shadow work. It’s deeply personal, and that’s what makes it so powerful.
I’m ready for whatever comes next. I feel a shift happening, not just within myself but in the world around me. Some call it the new earth, a time of transformation and awakening. I don’t know what it will look like, but I’m open to it. I hope you’ll join me on this journey into the unknown. It won’t always be easy, but it will be worth it.
People often see light as good and dark as evil, but I’ve come to understand that this isn’t always the case. My journey into shadow work has taught me that darkness can be a place of transformation and healing. It’s where I’ve found parts of myself I once tried to hide, and it’s where I’ve discovered true rebirth.
I remember the first time I truly encountered pure darkness. It wasn’t the absence of light but something deeper, a void that felt alive. It was terrifying at first, but as I surrendered to it, I realized it was purifying. It stripped away everything I thought I knew about myself, leaving me raw and open to change. That experience changed me in ways I’m still uncovering.
My connection to nature and paganism has been a big part of this journey. I’ve learned to see the world differently, to honor the cycles of life and death, and to understand that what’s been labeled as evil by some religions isn’t always what it seems. The symbols and figures we’ve been taught to fear often hold deep truths and power.
Growing up Catholic, I was raised with a certain set of beliefs, but as I grew older, I realized those beliefs no longer fit. I had to let go of the stories I’d been told and find my own truth. It wasn’t easy, but it was liberating. Shadow work has been a big part of that process.
The work itself isn’t always comfortable. It requires sitting with the parts of myself I’ve tried to bury—fears, insecurities, and even traumas. I’ve had to face things about my past, like the pain I carried from my relationship with my mother. She struggled with her own demons, and that affected me in ways I didn’t realize until much later. Meditation and deep introspection have been my tools, helping me confront these wounds and release them.
Forgiveness has been a big part of my healing. It’s not about excusing what happened but about letting go of the hold it had on me. I’ve learned to see my experiences as lessons, not burdens. Understanding this has given me power over the shadows that once controlled me.
I believe that everything we go through is a karmic lesson, meant to help us grow. The pain, the struggles, the darkness—they all serve a purpose. Once I accepted this, I started to see my life differently. The shadows weren’t something to fear but something to learn from.
If you’re on a similar journey, I’m here to support you. Everyone’s path is different, and there’s no one-size-fits-all approach to shadow work. It’s deeply personal, and that’s what makes it so powerful.
I’m ready for whatever comes next. I feel a shift happening, not just within myself but in the world around me. Some call it the new earth, a time of transformation and awakening. I don’t know what it will look like, but I’m open to it. I hope you’ll join me on this journey into the unknown. It won’t always be easy, but it will be worth it.